Don't know what I'm doing anymore - Help.

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thanks craig. i remember thinking then how i was willing to put up with just about anything (work, kids, housework, dog, school... etc) because i loved him so much. If i had remembered the details maybe i could have told him what i needed. It was nice that i didn't have to tell him though. it's amazing how something so small can be soooo big.

i sent him an email, basically copied an pasted my post then added a little. he said he's been selfish and he's sorry that he'll try to stop hurting me and try to treat me better. I've heard this lots of times in the past, but normally only when i've told him i'm upset or something. Not when i've thanked him. so who knows... lots and lots of hope, no expectations.