I suppose I should call it meet people online. Of course this negative is offset by the positve of her not contacted her lawyer since our meeting two weeks ago.
Anyhow, I feel good today. Lots of sleep lately is helping. I am not feeling nearly as discouraged as I was couple days ago. I am looking forward to plans to make x-mas candy and dinner with 5D. I think that is the trick for me...get excited about things I am going to be doing in future days. Also, reading about 'darkness' again helps. Makes me feel like I am doing the right thing for everyone involved.
