Ingrid...I can feel your pain because Im going through the same. It's my baby's first Christmas and we are going through this mess. It's hard I know to act one way and then feel very different inside. But don't disregard those little signs of affection. We don't know what is going on in their heads or what their thoughts are. We just have to let go and hope and pray that they come back to a family that loves them.
