Long and bumpy road

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No, it stayed that way for the entire year. But, it was only every week or so....in between he disappeared. Part of me knows he regrets his decision. He says so. But he also liked the single life and knows being married required alot of work. He did't know what he wanted (still doesn't) and kept in contact just so I wouldn't get stronger and move on. Very sick cycle.