Ellis, I'm sorry you are here. Listen to H4C. He has good advice and has come a long way. Go back and read his earlier thread. You will see how much he has grown since he has come on here. He is right, get on AD's as soon as possible. They will calm you down and help you to think and function rationally. It is so hard to be going through this, but just remember to take care of yourself. Do things for yourself, try not focus so much on your H. You have to be strong for you and your daughter.
Hugs
Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you, they're supposed to help you discover who you are. -- Bernice Johnson Reagon