H did come back after his C appt. He seemed tired. He asked how dinner was and then inquired about the dinner I cooked on Sunday (when he left because he wasn't feeling good). I told him I still had some left and he ate it.
H hung with d12 and I and watched tv. At one point d12 said that she wanted to get me a treat at the store and H quickly got up and took her. Must be feeling some guilt after counseling.
Anyway, H fell asleep on the couch watching tv and got up when d12 went to change the channel. He left shortly after stating he was tired even though d12 begged him to stay.
Around 10 my phone rang. It was H thanking me for dinner and for going shopping with me. We talked for a bit and said goodnight. I don't know where he his head or his heart is at. I don't know if he is doing this to be kind or to manipulate me or to inch his way back. I guess only God knows.
So today H called. He was going to be down near my office and asked if he could bring me a cup of soup from the restaurant he works at. He just came by with it. Dropped it and I thanked him, but he rushed to be on his way.
Whatever. S15 has his first varsity meet today. I can't wait to see him swim. Looking forward to being out and getting my mind off of H.
Snodderly--I hope all is well with your dad. Your help and support mean so much to me. You wisdom and compassion is a gift. BND-Thanks for giving me hope.
