I know just what you mean. H and I have not ml since February (there were 6 postpartum weeks where it was off limits in there too). We were on the couch the other night and my hand accidentally brushed his and he carressed it. Know what? I actually flinched. I am so unused to being touched by him, so tired of getting turned down, ignoed or getting pity sex that a simple nonsexual touch causes me to flinch.
It sounds like things are improving for you. I hope that continues.
