It just doesn't get any lonelier than this. I went to bed last night and almost wished I wouldn't wake up...
BTDT!!! But you know what? You did wake up and you'll do the same tomorrow and the next day and........ This WILL get better. I'm not saying everything is going to be up and up...I know I kept hitting lows and wondered how I was ever going to get through my wife's affair. I took each day as they came, occupied myself the best I could with things that I liked to do..excercise, projects, hunting..whatever. The problems were still there, doing these things didn't make them magically disappear...they just help re-enforce my sense of self-worth and pretty soon, when I laid my head down to sleep...I wanted to wake up the next morning
