I'm terrified of how it's going to be when H is home. Our time in Korea was like a little honeymoon -- no stress of the kids, housework, etc., etc. Of course, this time, we only have a month before he has to go back (he doesn't come home for good until May) so I know it won't be completely *real* yet, but yeah, scared is an understatement. That I'm not going to live up to the standards *I* feel are in place or H is going to want a D again.
The other thing is that we are coming up on a year since the whole D sitch. I try not to think about it -- I try to just be thankful for where we are, not where we were, but the memories still come back as it gets closer to when it all started. Just the weather, the time of year, etc. can be a reminder.
Me: 38 H: 35 S4, S5, S10 Bomb 01/07 Wanted D - nothing would change his mind Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb Piecing 04/07 Deployed for a year 05/07 Still Piecing 2010 M 11 yrs 05/10
