Wife and I continue to drift apart. We went out and picked out our Christmas tree yesterday. It was a sad event because this will be the last occurance of this family tradition. On entire trip, both there and back, the wife did not speak to me except to respond to my questions with terse answers.
This really fits the pattern. She does not speak to me day-to-day unless I ask her a question, or she needs information regarding the kids.
I am left feeling very lonley, feeling like I have been short-changed. I am being cheated out of my own happiness by her selfish and immature behavior. I continue with what has become clownish PMA. I am growing weary of painting my face each morning in order to appear happy. Acting as-if is getting very, very old.
I know the kids will be hurt, but I want out. I deserve better than this.
