A good sign?
Got a text message from H last night (earlier than his usual) if we could get together, I replied come on over. About an hour later (about 11:00) he's at my door (and was not drunk). He comes in, takes my hand, pulls me towards him and gives me the biggest, tightest embrace. THEN, he said, "I miss you so much" and kissed me. I said, "it's nice to hear that." Then we talked a little bit, nothing about the R though, and went to bed. He held my hand most of the night. It was so nice to have him here. As he was leaving for work he said he would call me later (I'd like to believe he meant sometime today, but not holding my breath, in fact I may be "busy", and not take the call). Baby steps, right? Think small? H saying "I miss you" is good, right?


M 29/H32
M 7yrs/1 dog
Bomb 10/18
M in apt 11/13/ H in the house
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