AMY, you have jumped my butt in the past for the things I have said, now its my turn! AMY, cut the pity party, get off your ass, and finish what you started! This is a bump in the road compared to what you have overcome! You are the rarest breed of person, someone who did wrong and had the guts to admit it and who has busted her ass to make it right! Don't lose sight of your goal, it may seem far away to you in your current mental state, but its a lot closer than you might imagine. If your husband didn't want you, he would have divorced you long ago. His pride is still hurt and you have to go through some more pain to get him back, but get him back you will. You more than anyone has shown me that people can redeem thier life if they really want to.
