Good evenging all, today was kind of a strange day for me, I ran into a friend that I have not seen for about a year, she was someome I had talked to when I was in shock when the husband left she had long talks with me and always tried to keep my head held high, when I ran into her today she asked how thing were going and when I filled her in she had this sad look come over her face I asked her what was wrong? she said this was not the news I wanted to hear she said I am happy that life is better for you, but at the same time sad that the husband and I did not make it.. when she said those words to me, I felt as if I was a failure..like I was wrong for trying to move on, and for some reason her words just kept replaying in my head..
it made me start to question myself did I do the right thing?? did I move to fast on trying to get past all of this?? should I have given him more time???? It kind of made me feel down and for the first time in a long long time have I thought about any of this....
then I got angry at myself for even thinking about it, and then of course the job that I do I deal with angry people all day and that did not help.. I guess you could say it was a very crapy day..
I look forward to laying down tonight and trying to forget abaout it all...
I hope everyone else had a better day Hugs Wishing
