Thanks, HB and Lin. I need the support. Having a very hard time today because I am leaving today back home. H will come back in a week to help me pack. Then all the negative thoughts are hitting me right at this moment. Things like OW will appear the moment I leave the airport to spend time with H. Groundless thoughts really, but you all know how wild our imagination can be sometimes. I am now thinking "H is not concerned about my happiness because he knows contact with OW makes me unhappy. Keeping contact with OW makes OW happy. Why is he putting her happiness in priority and knowingly ignore my unhappiness? If that's the case, just go with her..." Lin, I think you already answer my question. Just have to bang that explanation into my head, SIGH!!!
