It's hard, I know. I remember going through the D sitch w/ my H, I always felt I had to be on my best behavior. Your sitch is a little different, but I understand where you're coming from. I changed my behavior and started doing EVERYTHING around the house as far as laundry, cleaning, etc. which was a 180 for me. I had allowed myself to get into this "rut" I guess b/c I was just always so tired. I found that it got easier, so I guess I can give you hope that, as you continue to just do and act the way you are and things continue to get better, it is easier to act and after awhile, it's not really an act anymore -- make sense?
Me: 38 H: 35 S4, S5, S10 Bomb 01/07 Wanted D - nothing would change his mind Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb Piecing 04/07 Deployed for a year 05/07 Still Piecing 2010 M 11 yrs 05/10
