SO2. You WILL be okay. You know you will. Today is just one of those days. I know you miss him. Today I was feeling blah and nobody posted on my thread the last couple of days. I went back and started reading other areas on the board. It helped me. I suppose you have done that previously. But, it's worth a shot. I get the oddness of texting. It sucks. My H has resorted to that, as well. Sometimes I just have to say "this is ridiculous, you need to call me". It's pretty damn juvenile if you ask me. I just wanted to say hello and give my support. Another thing you can do, which really helped me bring my self esteem out of the dumps is to write down the things you like, the things you dislike and then also list your personality characteristics (as those your Mother were describing you). When I start to feel blue and down on myself, I read it. If anything it will keep you busy for a little while.
Tomorrow will be different. I'll check in with you a little later.
M 5yrs 1st baby-girl born 6/18/08 Bomb: 10/13/07 OW - I was 6wks Prego H Moved in w/OW: 11/2/07 D Final 07/10 OW had his baby 3/17/09-so her Me, now - happier than I ever was with him
