Pregnant and abandoned #3

[blindsided1]

Okay, nobody is posting on my thread. I know it's probably because I am being that broken record again and being negative. Well, here is a positive. I decided that when I can't get any answers to my posts, it would be a good idea to read other threads and some of the advice from seasoned DB'ers. It worked. I was feeling pretty blah most of today. Not deeply depressed, but not upbeat, just kind of in limbo. I started reading other areas on the board. It really helps. I feel much better now and really nothing has happened. I haven't talked to him. And, to be honest that is sometimes much better than talking to him. I get so anxious about conversations, that I know I have a tendancy to sabotage them and make them something negative. So for now, ENOUGH! Back to work, stop dwelling. Put it off until another time.