Still trying - Not very well

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Limbo,has your H's suicide crisis past.I just remembered that there was a time, just a few months ago, where my W would think about killing herself (but heck, so did I sometimes :-) You can think about it, and then you can really think about it. )

By the way, your dream can be a good sign. It may mean you are disentangling from a bad relationship, and you need to do that before you can build a better, new one with your H. I had a similar dream. I think it's positive.