Thanks for the reply. The girl I am seeing does not know about my desire to get back with my X, but we both already decided that the relationship we have is not going to marriage. There is a 16.5 age difference. She wants me to find someone else but will be hurt if I do.
I would be glad to have dinner with my X, but she won't and now I have done so much with the calling and things that she won't take my calls. She only responds to parts of e-mails that have to do with the kids.
She seems unhappy, but does not seem to think she can be happy with me at all.
I should have stayed active on this site and someone would have kept me from making all these mistakes.
I can't bear to think of the future alone or really with someone else because that is not how it is supposed to be. It makes all the happy memories of my family hurt too.
