Ya it was rather funny, night is going awesome, laughs, back rubs, etc...
Then you see this movie with a horrible marriage, she is having an affair with a wonderful guy...suddenly she is not watching facing the couch pretending to sleep, I'm sitting forward uncomforatable..lol, ah such a scene.
It's hard, she asked to dismiss the divorce again, and I said no. She wants to work things out and understands why I want it this why. She says she probably needs more space to work out her issues. There was some future talk on her behalf which was really nice. But just as she will say, something like, you think 5 years here and then a bigger home, she will say something like my town home will be buetiful. So lots of waffling.
She is so horribly guilty, keeps saying I'm such a wonderful guy and why would I want her since she is trash (immoral, you name it). All I respond with is it's my choice, and she is the one I want to be with. On one I made the mistake of saying I made her promise and I wouldn't have made it if I didn't intend to keep it, she broke down, apparently my promises don't mean sh@#! Explained that she could still keep her promise, that it is a daily choice. She's hurting inside, and I want to help but I'm part of the hurt, so it's tough.
