Sorry you have been feeling down, it will get easier.
Originally Posted By: dh4320
how can this woman detach from her kids like this???
I know this sucks, try not to think or dwell on what she is doing, it will only madden you and send you down that spiral of depression. Evertime you think this way, have a big red stop sign appear in your mind and then have a back up memory that is pleasent, that doesn't involve her. Everytime I think negative about my W, or start to, the stop sign comes up, and I'm fishing in Alaska with my brother.
You have seen the druggies on the street, the real bad ones that you know deep down they aren't bad people but they can't stop doing what they are doing because of the desire for more. Well your W is addicted to the endorphine high she gets sneaking around town and such with OM. Wait until she wakes up, my W is pretty disgusted with herself, she is a very attractive blonde, thin, great assets, and found some short fat guy to be with. All of her friends couldn't understand it. She still doesn't either, but it was a high, doesn't matter if I have to sleep in a dumpster so long as I get my fix.
Don't worry, you remember how jumpy you get when you haven't been on a rough call in a long time, but when there are a string of them you start to relax. They teach to relax and react. Well just like that it will happen to her, suddenly it won't be the fun that it was.
