So the whole no sex thing flew out the window as soon as we saw each other. He made all the moves and I did actually try to stand by what he said last night. I don't know if it was a test or if he really didn't mean what he said last night. I know even last night about an hour after he said it I got a text saying "did I mess with you". So I don't think even he knows what he wants. I really think his jealous room mate put things in his head. I know my H can be easily swayed if you try.

But I remember reading a response from a previous blurb that I wrote "sometimes it is good for recovery." So after him trying i finally gave in. I really hope I didn't screw up. I guess this could have been a test to see how I would react. I guess I won't know for a few days where his mind is at. Feel like I am sitting on pins and needles. Anyone got any ideas on this?


Me:32
H: 34
T: 12 YEARS
M: ALMOST 5
S: 8
D: 4
S: 14 (OTHER R)
SEPERATED: 03/09/07 (but wanted to work on it)
NEW SEPERATION: 27/11/07 (doesn't know what he wants)
MOVED HOME 12/01/08
I'm acting as if this blue sky is never going to rain down on me....Sara Evans