As I predicted he did not remember talking to me (so he says) last night (and I didn't reiterate any part of the convo). We had a pretty good conversation although he brought up the D word. He said that he would be the one hurt more in the long run, because I would finally realize that he was an ahole to me and it's his loss, and that he would realize he is supposed to be with me, and that is something he has to deal with. He said he loves me and cares about me, he just doesn't want to be around me (or anyone) all the time, and that's not fair to me and that's why he wants a D. He said you never know we may just end up hooking up again. He said he hasn't filed because he knows I won't sign the papers, he hopes that we can come to an agreement, and that no one gets hurt (how uch more) and that this is not the time of year to do that. I changed the subject to anything I could think of. . . just had some small talk, asked about the station, hoe the guys are doing, I saw a small opportunity, so I asked if maybe we could get together for dinner or a drink, he said everytime (twice) we get together we end up having sex, he said he would give me a call. Is this a sign of hope? If he calls should I meet him or play the I'm busy card even though it was my idea?
M 29/H32 M 7yrs/1 dog Bomb 10/18 M in apt 11/13/ H in the house 1st now
