Thanks H4C.. even if she did come running back, it would take probably too much to make it work.

I've never been one to get into a relationship too quickly. I'm the dork (good or bad) that can't do one night stands. I'm the nice guy. Starting to ring true that nice guys finish last.

Not looking for pity, so please don't take it that way. Just tired of being what I've been and getting crapped on. My own fault. That's the problem with these things.. they make you a harsher person.

I tend to have a serious relationship 4-5 years after my last serious one. That means I'll be almost 40 and my girls will be 10 and 8 respectively.

I'm waiting for the next big life event for me.. typically when these things happen, something in my life changes and it gets better. I'm ready for whatever that is.. any day now.. would be nice.