Something else H did that POed me. I said on the phone that I am taking responsiblity for being a horrible person. H said I wasn't. I said I did push him away and made him miserable that last year because of was tired of not being told or shown that I was loved. H said it has been more than a year. So I'm not horrible, but I've pushed him away for years. I would love it if he wrote a list of greivences or wrong doings. I don't think he knows WTH he can't stand me anymore. I told him I'm not the person he married and he isn't the person I married. So if we changed, why can't we change again. I also told him he knew I wasn't a sex kitten when he married me. Apparently he has been lying to me for 22 years. It was 22 years ago Friday that we met.
