H just called. Apologizing for not being himself. He said he just doesn't know what is wrong with him. He is all messed up.
He apologized for not coming back for dinner and i told him it was no big deal. I told him I was there for him if he needed and he questioned why.
As we hung up he said he was going back to sleep and maybe he will come by later. I doubt it. I think he is withdrawing into his cave right now.
I am off work tomorrow. Can't wait to get some shopping done. Seems like whenever I shop d12 is with me and I see all these things for her and can't buy them when she is there.
Not sure if H will be around. Monday is his day for counseling but I am not sure if he has an appt. tomorrow or not. I am not asking him anything about it. If he wants to tell me that's fine...i just don't want to pry.
THis week has been crazy. Perhaps d12's words to him struck a nerve. Who knows? All I know is this depression scares me and I feel so helpless. I don't know what to say to him other than I am here for you. I feel like such an idiot.
