Taking it day by day...

[Hurtin4certain]

Yeah...this is the hardest thing Ive ever had to do in my life. I dont remember her leaving me hurting this bad 2 years ago.

I just ordered some weightlifting supplements so I can get back in the gym and dedicate myself to improving not only my appearance but my mental health.

Im also going to start going to the tanning salon.. I can get pretty pastey during the winter months lol.

My goal is to have my six pack back by the summer ( I let myself go once I became depressed and ate nothing but junk food for quite some time) so I can visit my friend in California and hang out on the beach with the babes.

Damnit.. Im a good guy and a good father and I will find happiness one way or another. I just need to get out in the world again... one of my good friends from work is single and he constantly goes out and does stuff, gonna start tagging along with him.

One thing Im trying to avoid if possible is the bar scene, its definately not a place where I would want to meet someone. Go figure, my W met OM in a bar.