well much to my amazement she hasn’t pulled away today....we are being close & I’m not sure how to handle it....after I got out of the shower I saw her overnight bag & had to look in it...she emptied it but missed a garter/stocking...there was also a printed passage from the bible about forgiveness for lust......I think she is confused (obviously)...but don’t want to be a puppy dog willing to put up with abuse just to be pet............I know I need to disregard the affair & let it run its course...if i influence it .....it will backfire in my face...just how available should I be?...if she knows ill always be waiting for her ...then she has nothing to loose by running around...I guess I need to be a friend & continue to move forward in my life...& build a future for myself & my boys...detach with love....that’s the hard part.... thanx john
why im here http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=1247860&page=1#Post1247860 me 47 w 44 m 20 s 18 s 14 s 8 bomb dropped 10/8/07
