So Ive decided that seeing my W today when we exchange our D is too stressful for me. Im going to take the night off and let my mom drop her off.

I think the added space will help me in detaching, once I begin to feel a little stronger, I will start taking my D to exchange with W again.

I just know that right now Im not in the right frame of mind to "act as if" Im doing well with everything that has occured in the past month.

Didnt sleep well again last night... so tired today.

I hope you all have a good day.

Hurtin: 32
WAW: 30
D: 8
Bomb: 10/05
Sep: 12/05
Back together 8/07
Bomb (OM): 11/07
Filed for D (me): 12/07