Long and bumpy road

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I think dh wanted some contact last night. I maintained but it was hard.

He sent a text early in the evening:
Him-I am home. Let me know if you need me or anything.
Me-Ok, thanks
Him: I wish every day that things were different.

Later last night:

Him: Please, if you need me I am here. Please let me know. I can be there anytime. I will be home.
Me: Thank you. I am going to bed as I am very tired.
Him: Ok, have a good night.
Him: I love you and baby.
Me: Love you too.

I don't know why I responded. I know I probably shouldn't have. I could tell he was fishing to come over and went out of his way to keep telling me he would be home. Maybe because he was such a flaky ass last weekend. I did want him to come over, but shut that down by saying I was tired. Was saying ILY a backslide? I was trying to tell him I do love him, but won't put up with the behavior.

Uggh....I hope I didn't do much damage.