Up too early with baby. He gets up at 6 am regardless since that is what time I get up for work during the week. Babies can't differentiate weekend/weekday.
Since you aren't very mobile have you been able to put up any reminders of the season? At the very least you need some candles and some nice Christmas/Holiday music. I just bought myself this really nice R & B Christmas album. We are way behind because we all had stomach flu after Thanksgiving and then last weekend a close family friend died from cancer at 32 years old. It was so sad. Since then we have been trying to get going on the Christmas cheer. Made me wonder about you. Get your bf to help you out. I know he is lousy on the helping out but you probably could use a little pick me up by now.
I am not in R mode right now. My H is so remote and we still haven't ml since last February. I am at a point where I feel like just handing him the name and phone number of a couple of sex therapists and saying. Know what I want for Christmas, my birthday, our anniversary for the next year? For you to go figure it out. There is something that prevents you from making a life with me, it is you then me, not "we". I want there to be a we but at the end of the year if there isn't a "we" then so be it. If you don't take advantage of this opportunity then I will not lift a finger in our R. I'll be here, I'll be your friend, our children's Mom but I will do nothing further toward us as a couple. I know that this wouldn't work so I am just not lifting a finger. Sort of assuming what his choice would be. Sad, huh?
