IMP,
Thank you for your post. You are so correct I must work on myself. Funny you mention you became happier than you'd ever been. As I try to work on me, I'm starting to feel not better, happier ! When you said you'd show me how to stand and to watch you???..... then.....??? nothing is nothing what you are attempting to say to me?
H and I will have to spend a couple days together for medical and business reasons. Not sure if I should tell him I have put down my weapons and so he doesn't need to keep his nukes on high alert anymore? Should I accept a christmas gift from him? How do I "be a friend" with out giving him the impression I'm willing to be "best friends" with he and OW?

Would like to take him out to dinner when he is up here (H lives in another state and will be here on business) should I? If I do what should I talk about, world events or where I am planning to go with my life, etc?
You said you are D, because of a MLC? Your MLC or W?

ROFL, no didn't know or couldn't take care of health and finances, that was 1/2 the life crisis.
grid, lost


-Love of dogs, every time I loose a dog to the bridge,part of my heart goes too. Ever time a puppy/dog comes into my life,he gives me a part of his heart. If live my life long enough, in time I'll have the heart of a puppy. -unknown (w/character limit)