thanks LN, for your words. Its like reaching a new plateou in my way up the everest, I'm begining to see this will be a long uphill battle, but I'm not killing myself anymore nor fretting about it...for now. Yes, we forget what we learn so often and we go back to unproductive behaviour, :P so I have to come back in a few weeks and re read what I've just typed.
We couldn't have our MC session due to H's job (unexpected tasks), oh well, will try next week, still hoping for a good MC.
Glad to see you again LN, hope things are developing in a positive direction)))))
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.