Just wanted to check in. I just got caught up on your thread and wanted to send you hugs. (((Penny)))
I'm so glad to see that you are staying strong and that you are hanging in there and pushing forward, but at the same time I'm so sad to see that you are still in this "limbo land" of sorts. Stay strong, keep your head held high knowing the wonderful woman and mom that you are, and keep forging ahead. You will win this battle.