Last night W mentioned that she had a huge workload for Saturday and had to assess more people in a day then she ever has. Well I text'ed her today and said how are assessments going? No response, but who knows, she doesn't have her phone on when she is doing them.
Well just a few minutes ago she calls, says they went well but it was long. Here is the stupid part, she says she has a ton of paper work now and will "be home around 6." Noticed that she called it home. Good step.
But today my PMA has been a little down, I had some pretty disturbing dreams about W last night, and couldn't help but feel all day that maybe she is seeing OM again. Just a feeling. Well when she said she would be late, I thought oh that leaves a 2 hour window, hmmm.
I know stupid thoughts need to drop it. What would I expect at anyone's work with a long day of meetings...lots of paper work.
Then she asked what I was doing tonight. I just replied that I haven't decided yet. Then she just went "oh" like I shot her down or something.
Probably over analyzing everything. Well I'm going to have dinner ready so when she shows if she would like she can. God I'm starting to get sucked back in, I could really use a night watching movies and cuddling. Ha! Like that would happen.
