Kind of what I am thinking...hard not to say anything. Three weeks without contacting this friend might show something. Regardless, WAW needs her more...
This online meeting people thing really got me messed up today. Really made me want to fight for custody and make put in perspective what I want in life such as better job, more time with 5D, etc...
Funny how we fight for the WA but the person we miss is not there. Their spirit is off in another world. Maybe their spirit will drift back...right now, as sick as she says I am, she needs help more than I. Nothing to do but heal myself. I know I am doing what I need to do for my future life.
I also think a humongous part of my problem is that my WAW is the only person I have ever been intimate. Saving yourself for the one that cannot even tell you why she wants to leave is a bit difficult to say the least.
