Time for honesty & truth for a new beginning

[phbear316]

Jenny

I don't know now what is working and what is not working. Right now all i know is I am not talking to h, just cannot emotionally find the words. H is not engaging in any conversations also. And i have no voice to boot, all that comes out are squeeks and strange noises.

I have to get out of here soon, i cannot be here when he gets dressed for the wedding. Hurts to much. I want to tell him to tell robin and patrick i wish them a lifetime of happiness, but i know he will not tell them. so I;m just letting it go.

H just brought the laundry down to the basement and I guess separated it. You have got to be kidding me, you think I am going to stay here and do laundry you are out of your mind, mister.

Laundry day is sunday for me. I have some errands i want to do, and don't care if the malls are super crowed or not. I am still unsure if I will go and stay at my parents tonight, I really don't want to don't feel well.

I will not be home until late though most likely before h if he even is coming home that is.

anyway I will be back later on

((((hugs)))
bear