Taking it day by day...

[Hurtin4certain]

Thanks Husband,

Im going to have a good day for a change. I have my D and its snowing outside... maybe we'll go to Starbucks and get some hot cocoa!!!

Also, we might go see the "Bee Movie".. that should be fun. Then tonight we have church which really makes me feel good.

I go back and forth with how I feel about my W. One minute I must have her back and the next minute I start thinking that the reason Im so hurt is because I miss the fantasy W I have created in her.

The truth is W is a party girl. I prefer family events and doing fun constructive things (planetarium, movies, museums, zoo) while W prefers to have people over for excessive drinking and loud music and dancing.

Part of me doesnt even want her back. Lord knows, I'll feel different in about 5 minutes.