Erm, um, ahem. I want to sound nice and all, and I hope you know that I love you dearly, right?
Sweetie, you sound like you're spinning. It's hard to hear, and much harder, I'm sure, to live.
Maybe some hot baths and champagne and Christmas decorating and exercise and dancing and .....etc. You got you babe, and it's a glorious thing. Embrace it!