I went out with a friend last night and had a great time; went to a couple bars, danced a little, met an old client of mine, met a couple guys, talked, felt good to be admired, and told "you're so hot" (several times), big ego boost. She is going through the big D, we've become our mini support group. We call to check on each other and made a pact to call anytime day or night when feeling a crisis coming on. I'm getting nervous, I haven't heard from H since Sunday, is that a good thing or a bad thing? It's hard to DB/LRT when there's no contact (I realize that LRT is no contact - but on my end). It's the "waiting and (unable) watching" that's drving me nuts!
M 29/H32 M 7yrs/1 dog Bomb 10/18 M in apt 11/13/ H in the house 1st now
