After an hour of thought, two weeks is a long while especially with last restraunt meeting contact in between. Seeking out someone else with one of those meet someone online sites within last week is discouraging to say the least. I know anyone she talks or whatever with is only a band-aid. Wanting to talk to old friends could be encouraging. Her lonliness and fears might be encouraging. The "I am sick and I am acting nuts" is probably just her way to blame me and not feel her own guilt. Especially the acting nuts. All I do is show 5D a good time. I have not even contacted anyone that we both know for at least two weeks. Maybe she can begin a period of pause, especially with dating anniversary, 19th, wedding anniversary, 21st, and x-mas just around the corner.
Regardless, she has thrown me to the curb. I will continue to build my new life around learning from mistakes, learning to communicate with others better, GAL, and being the best father I can be. This may not win her, but I'll win myself.
