Pregnant and abandoned #3

[blindsided1]

My blessings: I have the best of my H growing inside of me. I have a loving and wonderful family. I have great friends. I have loving in-laws. I have a warm home and food on the table. I have a huge support system. I have all of these wonderful things. But, I still miss my H. I want so bad to call him, so bad. But, I just keep trying to find something to do to keep me busy enough until it's too late to call, which is creeping up quickly. I think I will go read for a while in bed. God give me the strength not to call him. Tomorrow is another day.