Pregnant and abandoned #3

[blindsided1]

Well, my plans for tonight fell through. Figures. I was fine until now. I haven't heard from him and I am starting to feel a little anxious. I'm starting to feel a little sad and not so strong. I am trying to shake it. I think I'll go decorate the Christmas tree. But, that makes me sad, also. I don't like the holidays this year, at all. I just feel blah, right now. I'll check back later. Wish me luck this weekend. PMA PMA PMA