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MIL thinks I should say something to h, force him to sit and talk. I don't agree with this with this, I'm not up for it. I'm too broken and emotional to talk. I'm better with letter, should I leave a letter for him to read?


I don't think you should do any of this...it's the opposite of detaching. At any rate...give it the 48 8hr rule. Or write the letter for the benefit of getting it off your chest, but don't give it to him.

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I really feel like getting blind drunk right now, but besides a hangover what will that accomplish nothing, and give me one big hangover. I am also getting sick, losing my voice, and feel like crap

I've been dying to do this for 11 months now!! Being pregnant thru all the crap, bomb drop and now breastfeeding! But as you said it would accomplish nothing, in fact I think it's better that I couldn't drink thru it.
Take care of yourself and get some rest.
J~