I think I need a shock collar, bear with me on this, it may work. I could shock myself everytime I think that he is with ow. Also I could use it when i feel down.

Problem is I will be dead from electrocution, or the batteries will be dead

needed to make myself laugh

bear

Me 42-Him 40
T20yrs Married 16yrs
2/06 H- "not sure if i want to be married anymore"
6/07 H-"I'm not happy" 9/07 Admits affair & OW
12/08 I moved out 12/09 still waiting for divorce