Dear Heavyheart,

What an encouraging post. Thank you so much for those kind words. I really needed that b/c I have felt like I've really backslid here lately. As you probably read, I have suffered a lot from depression and it has just about got the best of me. I have been discouraged about the MR and just don't seem to have any desire right now to be much of a "go-getter" in seeing plans put into action. But, I'm hoping to be better soon.

DomR has been a good friend and has stood by me from almost the beginning. There were times I wanted him to leave me alone....lol, but then there were times I prayed he wouldn't give up on me.

He has tried to tell me to "just do it" and then the feelings will eventually come, but that is probably the hardest thing I've ever had to do. I am a feelings based person. If my heart isn't in it, I just can't seem to do it......or not a good job anyway.

Again, thanks for the sweet letter and please feel welcome to drop by anytime and express your thoughts.


It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!