that was exaclty the point i was trying to make. I've been trying. have i been perfect, heck no, but I'm trying to do the only thing he's asked me to, be more wiling sexually. I'm trying. now I just need something from him, other than just being there. Just being there isn't enough. I know it's hard, but being there is hard for me too.
my feelings should count to. do i want to go back and rehash all that. no way. do i wish that sometimes he could possibly understand that I have feelings too and I need time to heal as well and I'm doing my best for now.
heim and dom - i'll take any and all advice, support and critism i can get here... sometimes I just have to let it all out. thanks for posting here. i really appreciate every point of view.
If i can't fall in love... I'd like to fall in chocolate! ~ Author Unknown
