Pregnant and abandoned #3

[blindsided1]

I don't plan on calling him and I will only text him back if he has a valid question. I have plans for both tonight and tomorrow night. Sunday, we'll see. I fell good now, but my house is a trigger also. I usually feel like crap as soon as I get home. We'll see. I know, however, that even though I feel good now and I feel like I could care less if I talk to him this weekend, if he doesn't text or call me, it will hurt again. I just have to keep telling myself I can do it and that it is OK for me not to talk to him. It doesn't mean he doesn't care, right? I don't know how he is feeling. I can only assume and that is no good. "Go by what I KNOW, not what I FEEL".