We had "the meeting" on Tuesday night, talked about dividing up of stuff. It was awkward and painful. I had written up some of my dreams that involved her, and gave them to her. She seemed to appreciate it. I made her my offer, she said she'd get back with me. It involved splitting some of my student loans, and she doesn't like that. She doesn't want to do Mediation lawyers. Her parents went through a nasty divorce, and any thought of "involving someone else in our dirty laundry" is painful to her.

Leaving the restaurant, it really seemed over. I went to the gym for a couple hours, then tried to fall asleep. At 2:00 AM the phone rang, she begged me to come over, we ML and talked for a bit. I took a risk and said ILU, and she said "you know that I love you". I know, breaking the DB'ing rules, but it was a great time.

Me: 30
W: 28
T 8, M 6
S: 7-27-2007
W filed (again) 3-2011
Served 8-2011
Responded, now dark
"I have decided to stick with love. Hate is too great a burden to bear" MLK