Better late than never?

[jon2911]

Friday night went very well, nice dinner, watched Grey's Anatomy after and then talked until midnight. She said a few interesting things that didn't hit me until later. Why can't I think better on my feet?

1. She missed me and cried a lot over Thanksgiving, because this is the death of so many dreams. Asked me what dreams I had that involved her.
- this is the first time since separation she's said anything like this
2. Do I really want to get back together and be "that couple", when everyone knows so much about our problems?
- it kills me that it would embarrass her at this point to get back together, but maybe the statement means she's thinking about it?

On Sunday morning, she called and asked if I would come help her put a bed together. I told her I was busy until the evening, but would come then. My dinner plans went late, and I called to ask her if Monday would work. Received the following text message:

"Tonight was the last night you'll ever let me down. Congrats."

This sucks. I was trying to DB and GAL and not just run over there whenever she calls (like I want to), but I shouldn't have canceled plans. Ug. Talked with C on Monday morning, and he says there will be a lot of ups and downs to this, take it slow.